i'm uncomfortable with myself,
and your put-downs just do not help.
the outcome is i feel like shit.
don't you know when to quit?
and i am not doing alright...
i always end up feeling bad.
so why don't you get off my back?
if i knew that this is what friends were for,
i'd never made any.
none of this makes sense,
they don't support me because they're too busy judging.
it's all so unimportant.
it makes me feel sorry for them.
 

Patience is nothing worth holding onto.
Bite my tongue?
Why should I when you never did that for me?
When were you schooled in technicalities?
I didn't know that I made friends with fucking rock critics.
As the days go by I've forgotten my limbs.
Days pass like we're running out of time.
Show me some scars.
What good is this if I don't remember?
I'm not gonna let myself be concerned with something so distant.
Hold tight, and maybe I will survive.
Hold tight, and maybe some part of me...

it's a miracle we've gotten this far, and i guess i wouldn't change it, there's nothing we can do that's the ay things are; real fucked despite me having no spine. i'm not going to lie to cover your back anymore. don't know why i care, but i do, i don't care, but i do. we used to be a lot closer, somehow things changed, looking back you were always an asshole to me. slowly, stringed along, i'll do what you say, would's biggest example of idiocy. i'm not going to lie to cover your back anymore. don't know why i care, but i do, i don't care, but i do. one day i'll stand up to you and you won't be so big, until then i just hang my head. i'll convey frustration the best i can, but i'll always be ashamed.

 

do what you want just go home.
i'd take advice coming from anyone but you.
don't see how you could say that shit.
no matter what things will always stay the same.
i can't think clear with you by my side.
you make me disturbed and i act all uptight.
i think i could do without the stress,
so why are you here?
i think you pry too much.
i think you hear what your ears are not to hear.
i think you need to stay the fuck away from my friends.

hey shitface.
weren't you the one who told me i couldn't do anything?
hey shitface.
weren't you the one who put me down?
isn't it funny that you're still around?
i find it awkward that you're here now.